My teen years were decent but were middle school years that were terrible. I was teased and taunted for being bigger. I mean I've had my pants pulled down, gum in my hair, constantly called a fat worthless bitch and I was only 11. At 12 I attempted to commit suicide but overdosing on sleeping pills. But my cousin told my parents and they rushed me to the hospital. I tried again at 18. I felt as if I was what people kept telling me I was a fat worthless b****. It took my best friend of 11 years to talk some sense into. She showed me my worth and told me that I'm beautiful and no one should be able to steal my joy. That any man would be happy to have me. It took her saying that for me to actually feel worthy. Being plus size isn't the easiest thing to do but you got to put on your big girl panties and deal with life. People are ignorant but you have to believe you’re beautiful.
Ok Well In All Honest Things Are Really Hard In General When You're A Plus Size Person , People Judge You , Talk About You , It's A lot Of Heartache , I've Been Through It A lot , Being I've Always Had Support Behind Me Because I'd Be Sad And Depressed Like Most Big Girls Are , I Use To Be Very Self Conscious When I Was Little But My First Year In High School I Was Like Fuck All Of Y’all Cause Imma Be My Own Bad Bitch , So In Order To Make It In Society You Got to Live For Yourself Not Others , No Matter How Much The Down You Just Smile And Keep Pushing , Because If Nobody Loves You Their One Powerful Man That Loves All You're Flaws , And That's The Almighty Himself . So That's My Honest Opinion on It